perancangan Allah tu HEBAT sebenarnya...

             Kalau dulu,masa belajar sains hayat ( yeahhh, i'm a pure science's student) kat matrik, cita2 nak jadi doktor.. Awal2 sem la kira ni, konon2 nye nak jadi doktor..sanggup tukar dari sains fizik ke sains hayat.... Konon2nya nk back up balik la result bio yg masa SPM dulu tu dpt C dan Alhamdulillah dapat skor kat matrik... tinggi sikit je la markah dari SPM tu...but its still make me feel happy with thats result. For me, result does not important, if you cannot score it in exam its okay, as long as you know about it, its more better... tapi akhir sekali, masa nak pilih uni mana tu, aku pilih kos "civil engineering"... tak tau la nape boleh pilih civil...maybe aku suka outdoor activities...(yeahhh,,,mmg xdapat dipisahkan dgn aktiviti luar n lasak...thats me...hahha)... 
              Then, bila masuk uni ni(kos civil la kan), aku rasa menyesal la jgk kan nape la aku pilih civil ni...because i think i cant make it with this course...its to new for me to learn it and i think that its really hard course.. on thats time i feel that, why i choose this course...  why not i choose chemistry, or mathematics because i like both of that subjects. i felt like i want to drop it or change the course but Alhamdulillah i still with civil engineering... i think i just fallen in love with this subject... i'm trying to be more in love with this subject... i know, taking an engineering its not easy...its a hard course to score...now, i agreed with others but if we trying to adapt with it,we can!!! insyaAllah i will be a civil engineer in two years later... if i have a chance i like to futher my study in master n Phd..insyaAllah.
              Okay, back to our medic doctor course... now, i think i am lucky person because i am not to be a doctor... because  i dont think so i can face a lots of kind of injuries... i think i'm not strength enough to face of it... yeah... i know being a civil engineering, the probability to face a bad injuries also high if we dont a safety in our life but being a doctor,they need to face a lot of bad injuries everyday...ohh noo... i cannot imagine it... i am not strength enough to face it.. i am so proud for those who becoming a doctor... they can face it well!!
               Akhir sekali, aku cuma nak cakap...jangan mengeluh dengan ape yang kita ade dan ape yang terjadi kepada kita... sebenarnye ade hikmah di sebalik ape yang berlaku... mungkin kita xsuka ape yang berlaku di sekeliling kita sekarang,tapi percayalah,suatu hari nanti kamu akan menghargai ape yang belaku sebenanrnya sebab Allah tau ape yang terbaik untuk umatya... kita hanya mamu merancang tapi Allah yang menentukannya. Bagi aku semua kerja ade kelebihannya dan kita perlu menghargai pekerjaan seseorg itu even orang yang sapu sampah.. kenapa aku cakap orng sapu sampah? kadang2 org akan pandang rendah kan, tp bagi aku la kan, cuba kita bayangkan kalau xde orang yang sapu sampah kat luar tu.. mesti kotor kan negara kita... jadi, aku just nk cakap kita hargailah pekerjaan kita itu sendiri... :)